The mystery letter “Bachelorette” runner up Nick Viall wrote for Andi Dorfman has finally been exposed, and it’s either super heartfelt or borderline crazy.

In the letter, which was published on “The Bachelorette’s” official Facebook page, Nick V. opens up about his feelings for Andi, saying that she “lit him up” and made him feel “things that people go a lifetime to find.” He also goes on to say the word “amazing” a bunch of times and ends with, “If I have to move on, I will look to find amazing with someone else know that some day I will. I just know I would much rather turn my life upside down and risk it all to have amazing with you.”

Check out the full letter below:

Besides the mystery letter, Nick V. also caused a stir when he revealed that he and Andi got intimate on the show, saying, “If you weren’t in love with me … I’m just not sure why you made love with me,” during “Bachelorette: After The Final Rose.”

The comment caused Dorfman’s former “Bachelor” castmate Nikki Ferrell to lash out against the show’s producers on social media, blaming them for the situation.

Gee I wonder who told Nick to say that….How the producers of @BachelorABC sleep at night is beyond me. #trash

— Nikki Ferrell (@Nikki_Ferrell) July 29, 2014

It also caused Twitter to come up with some genius guesses as to what the mystery letter actually contained, which, unfortunately, we now know to be false.

EXCLUSIVE: the letter that nick sent to andi has been exposed #bachelorettefinale pic.twitter.com/QDZkiD1ZWP

— Rachel Anton (@Rachel_Anton2) July 29, 2014

Yep. That one was just too good to be true.

[h/t Time]